Tempting

The only way to get rid of temptation is to give in to it... if the chance ever arises...would you...come on over, so we can get rid of this temptaion...?!

Lover, lover by Jerrod Niemann

"'...gonna give it up and quit, ain't never comin back...but before I get to going, I gotta say, I know you used to love me but that was yesterday... and the truth, I won't fight it...oh lover, lover, lover you don't treat me no good no more... there was a time... when you used to shake it for me but now all you do is treat me cold, ain't gonna take it no more... gonna walk out the door... well I'd wait up for you almost every night and I'm hurtin so bad cuz you don't treat me right..."

It just suits my mood. I've given it up for good, the obsession that is. It's gone, in fact - he rarely crosses my mind anymore. And I find it good to be back in control of my thoughts once again. =D

I guess realizing it was more the fantasy that had me obsessing then it was him, helped me break away... I'm not really sure. All I know is I can breathe again without feeling like I'm going to hyperventilate. His silence doesn't hurt anymore. He's not in my every waking thought. The urgency to be with him is gone... Ha, he helped me quit cold turkey so I s'pose I should be happy for all of his avoidance. ;)