If only

I was listening to some music, just random iTunes playlist and these popped in my head so here they are:

The arms that held me
seemed so empty...
Yours were the ones I sought;
my ploys you fought...
I've grown tired of the lonely;
If only...

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I know you can't be here; I should just go.
Why do I let you affect me so? You shouldn't have this effect on me.
Do you even realize the brands have burned so deeply?
I would give everything, if only I had anything...