How do I feel?? Oy vey. How do I explain; where do I begin? There's really no way to explain without feeling the tidal wave of shame and embarrassment wash over me; there's no way I can tell you. I'm going to try though. Well, I'll try to explain on here since the likelihood of you reading this, or anyone else that I may come face-to-face with, reading this isn't very high.
*sigh* How do I feel.....
Excitement courses through me when I read the words you send me. The pitiful part, we can be talking about your best friend or a favorite food you like to eat and it excites me just the same. There's no hope for me if I begin to fantasize about you. That's when I loose myself...
But on a regular day, when I'm thinking about you; my stomach tightens into a knot and that tell-tale tugging sensation begins to pull downward. Breathing becomes near impossible with my heart thudding so hard against my ribs, inhaling becomes a chore - I don't think my lungs will expand that far. I can feel the excitement as it tingles over my skin. Even my toes curl from the craziness that you cause me.
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