I've felt this void, this bubble of neglect envelop me for such a long time that now... now when anyone shows me a shred of interest I clamp to that person like someone drowning would grasp a life jacket.
Going down the list:
Jack, I'm all too ready to sleep with him in real life. And I shouldn't be. He is in a committed relationship as am I. Who cares if neither of us are happy.... God how he makes me happy. We can go days without talking - days were I am stealing myself against him, then he says something to me and I melt along with any resolve I may have built up.
And Willy, he's so sweet and all about pleasing the woman. While I am loving this attitude now - seriously!! I'm not that naive. I know things change once the boys get what they're after. Prime example: him.
Finally, there's Clark. I'm still trying to find his faults. Yes you all have them. Jack's are he's tempermental and easy to read. Willy, he lays his affection on too strong, while he doesn't lay it on at all. Clark though.... hmmm. Clark is honest, which is refreshing! I think his biggest downfall is being too eager to please. Why can't boys be easier to read????
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